好火

近排可能更年期，真係無乜點停過，
雖然好o左D，但係都係好容易就扯火 !!!!!!

"萌" 死人 !!!!! 激鬼氣 !!!!!!
真係火都o黎埋，有乜理由咁傾o野 !!!!!!
既然有既定的定案，想法，為何不快快趣趣，速戰速決？!
傾完，講唔中就唔理，
俾完意見，又你有你講，我有我的一套，
咁講o黎做乜 ？？？
浪費時間 !!!!!!!!!
好鬼火 !!!!!!

I'm Charlotte ~~

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Vacation ....

Wanna get a vacation ...... or a short holiday .....
or can I have a day off ?????
( I mean a real one without ppl calling me concerning anything abt work...)

These days I'm real tired ....... too many things to do .....
too many things to handle at the same time ......
too many things that i haven't done ............
having an emotional break down ..............

Got really bad tempered these days ........
Think that it's time for me to take some rest ......

For those who were being scolded by me ...
I'm so SORRY !!! Pls forgive my madness !!!

For those who are there supporting and comforting me ~~~
THX !!! Love you guys soooooooooo much !!!!!

漫話 ~~~

勁鐘意睇漫畫 ~~~

估唔到 "偵探學園Q" 咁快就大結局 lu .......
我都係睇完先知 .......
睇睇o下覺得成個大結局咁，
以為都仲有下文，有第二個角色再接落去，
點知check check 個書脊先知完來係最尾一集 ......
有D失落，無o左追漫話，得佢出o個種期待的心情
有D空虛添 .........

當我唔知再睇乜好，搵緊我另外一個最尋的目標之時 ~~
竟然俾我搵到個好網址~~~~~~
有好多不同的漫話上載 !!!!
最緊要係竟然有 "飄流教室" 同 "寄生獸" !!! 勁 !!!!
我搵o左好耐，想睇好耐喇 !!!
勁開心 !!!! 又有o野追喇 !!!!!! YEAH !!!!!

Daisy ~~~ haha

You Are a Daisy

You see the world with an artist's eye.Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments.You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets.You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in.

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatflowerareyouquiz/

I'm quite a positive person ~~~ haha ~~~

Optimistic ~~~ most of the time ~~

Crazy all the time ~~~ yeah ~~

Am I ??

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

http://ynr.blogthings.com/howgirlieareyouquiz/

I don't think I'm not girly at all .......

Never ask me to wear dress ..... NEVER !!!!!

My Element ~~~

Your Element is Fire

Your power color: red Your energy: hot Your season: spring Like a fire, you are full of power and light.A born leader, you easily draw people toward you.You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous.You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention.

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatelementareyouquiz/

覺唔覺得我係咁？

Your Reputation Is: Sweet Girl

While you're well known, there's nothing to worry about.You're reputation is mostly good - as good as any rep can be.

What's" Your Reputation?

You are more interesting than your weblog!

It doesn't necessarily mean that your weblog is boring. You just enjoy talking a lot more than writing. You have a busy social love because your friends love having you around. They just can't get enough of you. You might be wishing that you could spend more time online, but you really shouldn't. You're already right where you belong.

http://wannabegirl.org/quiz/interesting/

幾似我個格 ~~ (My Birth Date)

Your Birthdate: September 11

Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world. You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm.Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche.Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done. Your strength: Your inner peace Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds Your power color: Emerald Your power symbol: Leaf Your power month: November

http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/

Corpse Bride 怪誕屍新娘

唔記得o左講o下 Corpse Bride 添~~~~

我好鍾意呢套戲，
除o左因為我好鍾意同一team人出品的 Jack "The Nightmare Before Christmas" 之外，
其實呢套戲真係好睇，又好好笑，仲令人思考好多o野。

睇呢套戲o既時後，我發現到一D o野:
1) 卡通入面，死前同死後的世界好唔同，同我o地一般對生前死後的世界的概念係相反的。
卡通入面，死後的世界比人間的世界色彩更多，更有生氣，
o個度D人 (即係鬼)比在生的人更活潑，更開心。
這絕對是個 irony(諷刺)。
唔通在生的時候真係咁慘？只有束縛，規範？死後反而可能會更開心？
(真係值得我們深究我們的人生，我們活得如何，有沒有意義，何謂活得多姿多彩？)

2) 卡通片中的蝴蝶有重生的意思。
一開始Victor響房放生隻蝴蝶，就係喻意Victor會free Corpse Bride's soul。

3) 從卡通中，我o地可以見到人間功利的一面。
~ 兩人的婚姻，不是因為感情而結合，是為了錢和地位。
~ 有錢就有地位，無錢就無人睇得起。
~ Everything is according to plan. Not planned, meaning not worth it, so not gonna think abt it.


另外睇呢套卡通時仲有D有趣的事發生 :p

由於我同家姐係去睇首映，而同場又有其他片首映，因此我地見到幾多名星。
當中包括邵美琪，佢真人真係好靚，仲keep得好好 ~~~~~
仲見到余文樂的物體，家姐話如果俾佢d FANs聽到我話好似係余生，佢地一定激死。

仲有我地排緊隊的時後，我地見到有D妹妹，佢o地係F.4 吳健豪的Fans，
她們為了見偶像，竟願意用$300買兩張首映飛!!!!!!
當然$300就係媽媽俾的 (我估係她們媽媽，家姐就話媽媽們都係FANS !!!)
(母愛真係偉大 !!!!!!!)
我同家姐就話如果我地張首映飛係 "猛虎" 的話，我地就炒高價，$400兩張 !!!
我o地就可以淨賺$400!!!!! haha ~~~
但係家姐話好大機會唔會見到大明星，因為明星們總會有一個影院，
仲有大多數都會響套戲半路就會走。
其實戲院黑到死，仲有咁多security，點會咁易俾你接觸到明星喎!!!!

SICK ........

一病病足成個星期......
由再上個星期六開始.....一路發燒，到今日終於都退燒........
但係仲咳緊，好辛苦呀.......

最辛苦仲係要病著o黎做o野......
鬼o羊.......放左三日病假，十萬樣o野未做，積積埋埋，梗係啦.........
本來醫生想我請多日病假，但係都係唔好，D o野實在好趕，再唔返工我就死梗!!!!
今次真係好體會到乜o野叫 "得閒死，唔得閒病!!!!"

而家要趕的都算趕完，可以鬆口氣.......
我諗都係趁得閒做o下D paper work lu .....
等第日唔洗咁趕...........

The Sound of Music

WOW !!!!!!! Fabulous !!!!!!!
The Sound of Music ~~~~

真係好好睇 !!!
Actor and Actress 們的歌聲簡直繞樑三日 !!!!
佈景勁靚 !!!! 超犀利 ~~~~
睇o既時候，又令我諗番起中學時代的往事......

o個時老師響音樂堂都有教 The Sound of Music 入面D歌 ~~
-- My Favorite Things
-- Sixteen Going On Seventeen
-- Do - Re - Mi
-- Edelweiss
好好聽，好鍾意 !!!! 最鍾意就係上音樂堂 ~~~ 可以學好多好好聽o既歌 !!

另外，我又諗起玩Drama o個時 ~~~
做行動極迅速但係又粒聲都唔出o既Backstage & ASM~~~
做鬼主意多多，整來整去，誓要做到完美o既Props Designer (道具設計) ~~
開心，刺激之餘，仲學到好多o野兼好有成功感 ~~~~
實好懷念當年的日子 !!!

所有一切到依家都好記得 !!!!
雖然我唔係做演藝呢行，但從Drama中所學到的仲一路都用緊 !!!
簡直畢生受用 !!! hahaha ~~~

好想再回味做Drama的一段日子!!!
好想再做Drama !!!!

German~~ Bridge ~~~~

好好玩 ~~~~ 真係好好玩 !!!!
考智力，講運氣，刺激無比的遊戲!!!!!

------ German ~~~~ Bridge ------------

I really fall in love with it !!!!!

尋晚，同大學同學們去Cafe，一邊玩German，一邊傾計，真係好開心 !!!!

今次再玩 (第二次)，我居然可以贏倒一次 !!!! hahhahaha !!!

實在太開心喇 !!!!!!! 又一個開心的假期 :)

真係好想再玩 !!!!!!

記得第一次玩係響半年前，

一班Friend 食完飯響 Paris Cafe，有人提議玩Bridge這個遊戲。

當時我以為好難，點知原來好容易上手，

最難係你要估其他人會點出，你點先可以贏 !!!

好有趣的一個遊戲 !!!!!

我諗起第一次玩的情形...... 諗起果日有邊個....

發現，原來大家都各奔前程，各有各的忙碌lu ...........

唔知幾時我地再可以好似果日咁聚一聚，再一齊玩Bridge呢???

好期待有咁o既一日 !!!!

911 ~~~~

911係個非常開心o既日子!!!!!!
係我o既大日子!!!!!!!! 我生日嘛~~~~~~ :P

今年生日好開心!!!!
唔係淨係因為有禮物，係因為有好多人同我慶祝!!!!!

生日當日有好多好朋友打電話俾我，真係好感動!!!!
最開心同感動就係BBB打電話o黎唱生日歌俾我聽呀!!!!!!!
好開心!!!!! 勁開心!!!!! 爆開心!!!!!
我完全無諗過o架，老師竟然記得我生日，仲特登教BBB唱生日歌!!!!!
真係何其感動!!!!!!!!!

仲有我D學生記得我生日之餘，仲夾錢送o左札花俾我做生日禮物!!!!
真係超級開心，感動到唔知點形容!!!!!!

另外同事們又夾埋送o左好多禮物俾我 !!!
係我最鍾意o既JACK 呀~~~~~
超開心 !!!!!!!

我發覺真係有好多人好錫我~~~~~
家人，朋友們，同事們~~~~~ 個個都對我好好!!!!!
人生如此，乎復何求 !!!!!!!!

真係好多謝您o地呀!!!!!!!!!
真係愛死你o地 ~~~~~

最愛中秋

原來又有好一段日子冇update過個Blog lu ..........
前一排好多o野煩，唔多開心，又好擔心.....
冇乜心機寫o野......

不過中秋有兩日假放，可以o訓死o左o係屋企 ~~~ 真係好 ~~~~~~
好耐無o訓得o甘happy喇 !!!! hahahaha !!!!!

中秋節係我其中一個好鍾意o既節日 :)
因為有我最鍾意o既 "碌柚" 食 !!!!!!!!
真係好鍾意~~~~ 好鍾意 ~~~~~~ 好好味o架 !!!!!!
我可以一個人一次過食晒成個o架 !!!! 仲要係食完飯做飯後果添 ~~~~ hehehe !!!
近排食o左都好多o下，真係好滿足 ~~~~
屋企都仲有3個 ~~~ hahahaha !!! 可以慢慢嘆 ~~~~~~

另外一個原因就係可以一家人食飯賞月 ~~ 真係好開心 ~~~
以前細細個同埋家姐，細佬，表兄弟姊妹，仲有媽咪，Daddy，婆婆，舅父，舅母
一行十幾人去公圓賞月，玩燈籠同蠟燭，好開心o架 !!!!!
雖然而家個個都大個，唔會好似以前一樣出去玩，
但係一齊食飯慶祝都好開心 ~~~~~~~

仲有一個原因 ~~~
就係中秋節近我生日~~~~　有一次仲o岩o岩係我生日添呀~~~
中秋到就代表我生日到喇~~~ hehee ~~~
諗起都開心~~~

今年中秋都幾特別~~~
係我第一次同朋友出街慶祝!!!!
雖然人少少，但係都玩得好開心!!!
我o地仲見到個好大好圓o既月亮添呀!!!!　
仲以為今年打風落雨冇得賞月，真係好彩!!!!!!!!!!
下年等我約多D人去沙灘玩先!!!!! 一定好好玩 !!!

At office RIGHT NOW ~~~

As in the title ......
I'm AT OFFICE RIGHT NOW ....
As need to hold a program ~~~ but I kind of enjoy holding it ~~
Well ~~ those "kids" actually "teens" (I'm old now .....) are really smart !!!
Actually I'm so impressed that they are so hard working !!
Even though they are on their summer vacation they still come to improve their English !!!

.................................... I was just being disturbed by kids (this time is really kids) in center ..........
They just came into the office with out any permission .............. I should have locked the door ....
These kids really needed to be taught ..........
They are always hyperactive ...... uncontrolable ...... rude to others ...... and disrespectful .......
...... sigh ......... They should have been really cute and adorable once ....
How come they become like little devils ???????? I really don't know why ........
I feel really sorry for them ...... Really want them to be good ..........
However ... not that easy.....
Well .... actually ..... They are not that evil !! They still have their cute side ~~~~



Feeling that I'm not that normal these days ......
Very emotional ..... easily being pissed off .... having bad temper ....... a bit depressed and anxious
Hope this will not last long ........

放假~~~~ 忙....慘......

好忙，近排好忙，又係要埋數，交功課的日子，
仲要o岩o岩遇到中央大program，仲忙.............
當然最大原因就係平時懶，D o野做唔切啦 ~~ hahahahaha ~~~
另外，就係下星期開始放大假，所以要清曬D o野..........................
我冇乜信心可以清曬..... 但係最低限度做曬D最急o既先，
我唔想放假都要返中心........

我個假由 7/6至14/6，
雖然好似好長，應該可以出國旅行 (我本來plan去台灣的.......)
但係因為有中央program ......... 所以12/6要返工......閘中個假....
又本來再plan去澳門的，但因朋友臨時又要返工......所以又泡湯了.......
由於冇人陪我，屋企又冇人得閒，
因此我個大假會響香港渡過..........
無奈..................................................

點都好，有得放好過冇!!!
我決定響屋企o訓番夠本~~~~~~
得閒煲o下碟，睇o下電視，睇o下小說~~~~
再唔係就約人行o下街，或者自己行書局都好~~~~
有時過o下一 D 頹 D o既生活都幾好~~~~
反正自返工開始就摒棄o左呢D生活，
真係有D掛著o個種優閒的感覺~~~~
係時候要鬆下喇!!!!!!

No mood / 冇心機

Well ..... loads of work to do that haven't done .....
deadline's coming and don't have confident in meeting it again ......
Poor time management ....... Fatal weakness that I've got ........

What's worse is that my dad is not feeling well ....... My Mom is very worry .......
They both lost their appitate .....
This makes me more worried ......
That's why .......................... NO MOOD ..........


唉..... 一大堆工作要做但未做........
Deadline 就到但係我無信心可以 meet倒......
很差的時間管理.............. 是我致命的弱點...............

更糟的是Daddy近排唔係好舒服....... Mummy 好擔心 .........
佢地兩個都冇胃口............
令我仲擔心.............
點會有心機..............

發燒

尋日響放工之前無端端發燒，
可能係響中心走來走去感親啦....
尋晚食o左兩粒必利痛就即刻上床o訓，
但係o訓得好唔好，仲感覺都自己個身好興，好興......
好辛苦....... 好唔舒服......

今朝起身仲有燒，但係好o左D，
醫生話我感染到細菌喎，所以請o左病假，費事傳染晒所有人啦!!

食o左藥，o訓o左成日，依家好好多，
但係有種好累的感覺.... 可能係D藥啦,
有或者係我個懶人病乘機發作~~~

鬆了

沖擊過後，漸漸開始恢復過來，
經此一役，了解加深了，是重大的得著。
這可能就是神的安排。

煩惱依然存在，問題依然不斷，
然而看法與觀點有著改變，
所看到的不同了，擴闊了，
更懂得放下的重要，
心鬆了。

沉重打擊......

雖然知道這事遲早會發生，但沒想到會那麼快.....
這突如其來的決定，對我的沖擊實在太大.....
坦白的說，到現在仍難於接受......
已經兩天了，我的心情還沒有平復.......

事情實在來得太快，根本沒有時間去多想，
腦中只是一遍空白，六神無主，
"點算???? 點算?????" 就是我腦海中唯一出現的。
從未試過那樣的懼怕，全身在抖震，
就好像站在絞刑台上，機關突然啟動，身子向下直墮，雙腳從此不在著地......

可以想到的只是求救, 完全是自然本能，並沒有想太多，
只知這是我最低限度可以做到的。
不是不想講一聲，不是故意不通知，只是來得太急，沒有時間.....
聽到那一句，我真的非常不悅，登時無言以對，
雖然我知道那不是有意的，但當時真的像把利刀刺進心裡........　很痛...　很痛....
冷淨下來的時候，我確實覺得欠了一個交代，也需要作個解釋。

心情依然沉重.... 我已經盡我最大的努力作出安排....
為何還要說 "仲傾緊??下星期一就是了!"
究竟想我怎樣？我不是超人，更不是神來的！
不斷嘗試控制自己混亂的情緒，同時要作出最適當，最可行的方法，
已經很大的挑戰，很大的壓力，已到崩潰的邊緣，
我已經作出最快的行動，還想我怎樣?　怎能要求我已經準備好一切？
無奈之極，又一打擊.......

心情到這刻還未能平復....... 需要處理......
感覺到的是無奈，可惜以及不安.......

玩

尋日行完山，雖然好累，但係好好玩，好開心 !!
其實我都係返o左工先真正嘗試行山同露營，感覺好好，超正 !!!!
我好鍾意睇風景!!! 好鍾意置身響大自然o既感覺!!!
好舒服，令到個人好平靜!! 乜煩惱都冇曬 ~~
好多謝各位致愛的好友陪我過o左一個咁正o既復活節!!!!


重回城市，又開始有D情緒低落.......
有種唔係咁舒服，唔知點o既感覺.......
應該係"玩後抑鬱", 唔捨得開心的時刻。好想好想繼續玩。
我太爛玩喇 !!!!! 超級鍾意玩 !!!!! 冇得玩簡直俾死更難受!!!
好想玩玩玩 ~~~~ 繼續玩玩玩!!!!!

平穩過度

今日(應該話係琴日)係 appraisal 的大日子，雖然無諗過會過唔倒試用期，
但係都有點兒緊張，心情就好似當年placement Mid-e 一樣，
唔知o向 supervisor 心目中自己的評價如何，會唔會好唔得。
慶幸的是自己的表現不過不失，當然仍有改善空間，
但supervisor 都尚算滿意。
就是如此，我便平穩的過度了~~~

光陰似箭，想不到入職已第七個月了，回想起真是不容易的事。
入職第二天便開始見case，
第二個星期開始帶展翅單元二，仲收到勞工處的警告信.......
當時我還是對展翅，青見一無所知，不知怎辦才好，其實又驚又擔心，
但沒法子，這是我的工作，只好硬著頭皮去幹。
不懂的就不斷打電話問各單位同事，令我覺得自己好煩。
此工作給我的磨練實在不少，令我於短時間內有所成長，
至少另我的應變力有所提升，適應能力亦有所提高，成受壓力的能力增強。
此外，亦使本來很少問問題的我，變成不恥下問。
當然隨了為世所迫外，我有所成長亦要多謝各同事的幫忙及提點 ~~~~


Appraisal 除讓我回顧過去我，亦讓我展望未來。
1) 首先當然要除去纏擾多年的問題 -------- 時間管理
懂我的人一定會知道我是個time management 極差的人，
經常趕deadline或是遲交文件.....
於各方壓力下，我已成功踏出第一步～～～
------- 把做過的事都一一記錄，好讓我寫報告時更快捷，亦免卻錯漏。
接著就要
------- 提醒自己盡快於活動完結候一個月內遞交所有文件，
（我已遞交了剛完結的活動的所有文件，是個不錯的開始，要keep it up !!!)

2) 學以致用
　------ 把所學的嘗試於工作中運用出來，現正努力嘗試，
　------ 亦不斷尋找進修途徑及有關書藉，務求令自己的skills更純熟。

3) 發展青見展翅以外的服務
　------ 現正構思其他就業服務與學青及職青，發展我的理想
　------ 亦嘗試參與中心其他服務／活動，擴闊自己的眼界


期望未來有新發展，不致將自己困於某一點，
眼界需要開闊點，接受挑戰唔好閃，開創我的新一頁。
（好鬼死leung.... hahahaha !!!!)　

Weight loss / 輕o左

Well ~~~ forgot to make a note here ~~~
I got a weight loss again ~~~ 5 pounds ~~~
I lost a total of 10 pounds after I work (in half a yr's time) .... although not many ppl notice that, only those I haven't seen for a long time would have said I'm thinner than before.
Maybe because of pressure or maybe I got more exercise at office as I need to run here and there most of the time ~~ haha ~~
Anyway, not really very excited about it as losing weight bec of stress and pressure it not that good ... meaning that I have much to do ... ha ........

唔記得o左響到做個記錄tim ~~~~
我又輕o左5磅喇!!!!! 雖然唔係好多人察覺,我由入職到而家足足瘦o左10磅!!!!
但係我真係瘦o左 !! 絕對無欺騙成份!!!!!
無見我好耐o既朋友就會發覺，成日見o個D就唔覺。
可能因為壓力大，又或者我多o左運動，因為我成日要響中心走來走去 !!!
其實對此都唔係太興奮，如果瘦係因為壓力大的話，即係我好多o野做囉!!!!

輕閉雙眼--平井堅

每當早晨醒來 你脫下的衣服總在身邊
過去總能感受到你背後的溫暖
今天卻是一陣寒冷
　
停止苦笑 拉開沉重的窗簾
炫目的朝陽 每天追趕著我

那天　讓你見到我哭泣的臉 那淚映照著夕陽
每當我祈禱著能夠卸下肩膀上的溫暖
我的心　與身體　卻都牢記著你
　
Your love forever
輕閉雙眼　在心中描繪你的樣子
這樣就好 不管季節將我的心置於不顧
　
有一天對於你的事 我將會失去所有的感覺吧
所以現在我仍然懷抱著這痛苦入眠 也無所謂
　
那天我看到的星空
許下了願　兩人一起探尋那光芒
雖然瞬間就消失了
我的心　與身體　都因為你而閃耀
　
I wish forever
輕閉雙眼　在心中描繪你的樣子
我只能如此　即使世界把我留下　置於不顧
　
Your love forever
輕閉雙眼　在心中描繪你的樣子
這樣既好　儘管季節將我置於不顧
自顧自的改變顏色
　
我搜尋記憶中的你
這樣就好　超越了失落而獲得的堅強
是你給我的　是你給我的


聽了此歌已很多遍，不斷重覆重覆的聽著，怎樣也聽不厭。
起初聽的時候，並不知道歌的內容(那時此歌還沒有那麼hit),
只是覺得有種說不出的傷感，無奈，夭心夭肺的感覺。
最近看了歌詞，更覺傷感，實在很難形容那種痛心的感覺。

香港也有改編此曲，名為＜閉目入神＞，由鄭中基主唱，
但卻未能像平井堅那樣唱出那感覺，未能讓人有共鳴。

平井堅的演繹實在太完美　!!!!!!
使不懂日文的人也能感受到此歌想表達的感覺，實在太利害了 !!!!!!

無奈

無奈..............
人和事每日不斷變更........
總會鑊鑊新鮮鑊鑊金........

無奈..............
人的心實難以猜度............
你與他所想的永遠是兩碼子的事.........

無奈..............
我們不能改變甚麼.................
無論我們有多努力去幹..........
最後可能徒勞無功..................
甚至觸礁以致頭破血流..........


可做的是樂觀面對 !!!
或是面皮加厚幾寸 !!!
盡力做好自己吧 !!!!!
至少問心無愧，對得住天地良心 !!!!!

Picking up Hobbies / 重拾世藝

Realizing that my life is so boring (working, sleeping and working again), it is the time I need to pick up my hobbies again which I've been put aside centries ago, or else I'll lose myself ......

First !!!!! READING !!!!
I really love to read !!! Bookstore is place that I like to go most !!!!
And I spend much $ on books!!!!!! I love buying books ~~~~
So I've got loads of books at home ( really like living in a library ) , hided in my book shelves and left along my bedside which I've ignored centries ago ..........
It is time for me to pick them up and enjoy !!!!!!
(Bag of Bones by Stephen King was being picked as a start !!!! )

Second !!!!! Drawing !!!!
I do like drawing very much !!! ( actually I'm really very artistic !!! hahahahaa !!!)
And I missed those days I spent in art lessons in U.
I tried picking up my pencils these days but don't know what to draw .....
Well ....... don't really know why .....
But gonna tried making some sketches first !!!
May be able to produce a master piece later !!!!!

I'm Back

Haven't been here for such a long time ~~~~

Really miss the time sitting in front of the comp. writing my blog .......

These days I'm so busy and tired that I did not even have time to go on internet and check my mails, not to mention updating my blog ......... God .........

Although I still got whole bunch of unfinished work, I decided to ignore them for a while, squeeze some time out for my blog as I really miss it soooooooooooooooo much !!!! haha !!!

AS~~~ I'M ON VACATION !!!!!

A WEEK !!!!! ONE WHOLE WEEK !!!!!!

FINALLY HAVE SOME TIME TO RELAX A BIT !!!!!

THANKS FOR THE GREAT LUNAR NEW YEAR !!!!! YEAH !!!!!!

SO EXCITING !!!!! SO RELAXING !!!! SO REFRESHING !!!!!!!!! WOW !!!!!!!!