逃避你的眼光，還是要一再偷看，
逃避卻偏退不去，泛濫我心裡恐懼的感覺........
容許在這晚上，甚麼都不聽不看!!!!
坐在房的中央，對著燈光，可以就不理.......
小心一些不算過份 !!!!不想再錯，會再次痛心!!!
但你一笑一語可以一秒間，扭轉天昏跟地暗!!!!
假使刻意不去接近，剩餘活動伴我繼續做人。
就以畢生的勇敢，將我的氣（運氣）賭這下半生。
來讓我可以閃，逃避到天邊海角~~~
如若我可放得假，你又不催我，我未悔當初。
來讓我可以閃，一生一世閃不夠!!!
如若痛苦要經過，困惑要經過，願你好好看我。
對今日所作的心存懷疑 ......
我是不是應該這樣做 ????
我有沒有做錯 ????
我所做的真的有用嗎 ????
會不會傷害了別人?????
對兩方公平嗎 ?????
天父爸爸，你可以給我答案嗎?????
求你引領，求你拖帶 !!!!!
Love is really powerful.
It is divine and noble.
However, it can also be destructive and cruel.
I've experienced a lot these past few months.
Experiencing what I haven't experenced before is great,
as this enables me to find out my weaknesses
and what I've been lacking.
I have a feeling that I'm improving and growing throughout time.
But I know there are still much uncertainties ahead which I need to go through.
God help me in facing them bravely and not to escape!!!!!
Ai Ya .......
Too much things bothering me ........
Personally, Emotionally, Work-wise, Relationship-wise etc ........
Many things have to be planned ......
Many things have to be solved .........
Many things that I would like to change .........
A friend of mine asked me a question today,
"When will you stop and have a quiet time in reflecting ?"
Well ..... I didn't answered .......
I don't know how to ...........
I don't have time these days .....
Besides, I don't know where I should start .......
Too much things spining in my head .......
God, please help me and guide me through !!
Help me in figuring out where I am and what I should do !!!
Because you know the best of me !!!
Dear God, please be with us !!!!
Lead us through all these hard times.
Comfort our defeated and tired souls.
Strengthen us and empower us.
Guide our steps so that we would not miss our clients real needs.
Besides, teach us how to forgive just as you do.
God thanks for listening to our prayers !!!!
And please be with us as you always do.
我突然發現，我天生係一條蟲，
除o左懶蟲之外，我仲係一條書蟲 !!!!
書可以話係我o既生命 !!!!
好享往果種浸淫響書海中的感覺 ~~~
好舒服，好自在 ~~~
所以我每次去書局或者圖書館都可以逗留好耐，
至少都一個鐘 !!!!
所以我D屋企人聽到我提個書字就好驚 !!!! haha ~~
仲有我買書癮 !!! 好鬼難停 !!!
每次去書局梗要買番一兩本 .......
我D書已經霸佔o左我張床o既1/3 喇!!!!
I suddenly realized that I was born to be a worm !!!!
Besides a lazy worm, I am also a bookworm !!!
Book is my life !!!
I really enjoy swimming in the sea of books ~~~~
It's really comfortable and free ~~~~
Spending at least one hour in book stores or library,
my parents and siblings will be very sacred
when they hear me saying the word "BOOK" !!! haha ~~
I'm also an "book-buying" addict ~~ Can't really stop !!!
Got to buy sth there everytime I go into a book store..........
Thereby, 1/3 of my bed was being conquered by my beloved books!!
Few days ago, my sis introduced this guy to me.
His name sounds familar to me but cannot trace him from my memory.
From Boston, resides in Los Angeles, CA,
Eliot Popkin is a singer with a good voice and a taltented songwriter
graduated from Berklee College of Music with a Bachelor of Arts in Songwriting.
His songs are really great !!!
I love his voice much, very sweet !!
However, his CD could not be found in HK .....
Luckily, my sis got one !!!! hahahaha !!!!
By the way, if want to listen to his songs,
can go to his offical website !!!
http://www.eliotpopkin.com
I especially like:
1) The Reason Why
2) Soar
3) Deeper Sensuality
4) Grandma's Piano
~~~~~橋毒~~~~~~
此毒非普通的毒，一旦感染，難以斷尾 !!!!!!
現已變種為意大利橋毒，威力比以前更為強大，
可令染毒的人徹夜不眠，
簡直是銳不可擋 !!!!!!
一但感染，無可救藥 !!!!!
本人已中毒太深，有脫癮徵狀，
死路一條 !!!!!!!
人生是我的，
不是別人的。
我是為自己而活，
不是為別人而活。
我要追求的是我想得到的，
不是追求別人認為我要得到的。
我要走我想走的路，
不是走別人說我要走的路。
讓我們自己來規劃自己的人生吧 !!!!
絕不要讓別人來規劃我們的人生 !!!!!
My Real Identity
~ a grassroot, childish MAN who have nothing to do and with low workload...............
Truth
~ Able to involve / involving in different kinds of job / work = have nothing to do .................
........Decided to stay at home depressed and having eating disorder during my day off tomorrow..........
經過四日的台南新春遊之後，
在holiday mood還未過的時間，要返工了 .......
十分捨不得那歡樂無比的假期 ......
真的希望一直放下去 ..... haha ~~ 又發夢了 !!!!
原來新一年的工作比我想像中多.....
除了原有的，還未做好的我外，還有很多...很多...
1) 青見，展翅等升學及就業服務，
2) 外展工作外，
3) 仲有多了學校支援服務，仲要係conviner 添......
4) 做得conviner就要入中心服務智囊團........
5) 另外，仲係中心通訊及宣傳部.........
6) 仲有係老福conviner (不過呢樣就無所謂)
7) 當然唔少得係幫手搞中心D嘉年華，嘉許禮，show呀咁啦.....
救命呀，數下數下，真係唔少喎...... 我都唔知點解.......
是但啦......都係要盡力做 !!!!!
神啊!!!! 希望你保守，希望你指引，讓我更懂得分配時間!!!!!
